waking up is hard to do

One day they would find her body fossilized in the memory foam.  Every morning Nikki felt she sank a little lower into the mattress and had to pry herself out like a Looney Tunes character in wet concrete.  It took all her fight for the day to get up.  She Read more…

easy like Sunday morning

Yesterday I heard someone say that they had a great Monday morning because it felt like a Sunday morning.  I was immediately envious.  On Monday I had to get up with the alarm even though my body wasn’t ready, I had residual irritation from the overly long and underwhelming Oscar Read more…

“let’s go drink”

Kyla wipes the black smudges from the corners of her eyes while watching him sleep.  His breath is deep and  thunders softly in his chest.  But he is not fully snoring.  Kyla is glad about this.  She chews the inside of her lip as she counts through the positions they Read more…

be careful it’s raining

‘be careful it’s raining’  It is Marta’s mantra.  The words are spray-prainted on an umbrella her roommates made for her while she was juggling five lovers. At first Kim had tried to Sharpie the mantra onto an actual condom.  Epic fail.  They all howled with laughter sitting around the aqua blue table Read more…

Amour

A lot of what I learned about love I learned from the movies.  This made for unnaturally high expectations.  My twenties were a perpetual quest for the lightening bolt of drama and passion.  Except that I shied away from confrontation.  The template in my head involved overcoming crazy odds, battling Read more…

Old model, New trick

What I learned from Life this week:  If you don’t use it, you lose it.  Perhaps not earth-shattering news, but a truism that took me to an uncomfortable realization. In my youth I was a fashion model.  Most of the time I was conflicted about it.  I loved the travel Read more…

Thank you

inspired by the smiling woman at the TDcanadatrust bank at CAMH 8 min, 2.12.13 @ Starbucks, Queen + Ossington, TO She always smiles and says hello to the Security Guard when she goes in to use the ATM. She tries to remember to look him in the eye and acknowledge Read more…