Catching up with myself

I am behind on a handful of Middle Notes and countless quick dip writes. I could blame it on grief. In eight months I’ve mourned my father, an aunt, and in this past week my beloved grandmother. Planning funerals and wrapping up the details of a life are exhausting and Read more

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Acting Lessons

I went to see the film Holy Motors last night.  Wow.  I hadn’t read any reviews because I didn’t want other people’s impressions to color my experience.  I do know that it made a ton of top ten lists and is lauded all over the globe.  But “Wow” is my Read more

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“Promise,” Manju said

Behind the Beautiful Forevers by Katherine Boo 8 min @ my desk, TO   I said I would be your forever friend and I meant it.  But I didn’t realize you’d go bat shit crazy.  —  No, I don’t think I’m the culprit.  Because you didn’t uphold your end of the friendship Read more

By justk, ago

gratitude 10.x

12.2.12 i am grateful for -the ability to celebrate my birthday with family -not having nut allergies(cake choices are not limited) -paraben free moisturizers -birthday cake on my birthday -an abundance of cyber love via Facebook -coconuts. the water, the milk, the meat of them – so delicious, so healthy. Read more

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gratitude 10.viii, 10.ix

Is it wrong to say making gratitude lists daily becomes tedious after day three?  It makes me feel like an ingrate.  So I figure that’s exactly why I must persevere with the experiment.  The motivating force of contradictions and reverse psychology. without further ado: list 10.viii, 11.30.12 -black olives -the Read more

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Gratitude Top 10.ii – iv

11.23.12 Decided to drive my Godmother to NYC and help sort the affairs of her deceased sister. We’d hit the road Saturday morn. -the Canadian Tire salesman who installed my windshield wiper gratis -free vegetables from someone else’s farm visit -a run of green lights -having a car sound enough Read more

By justk, ago

Top Ten Gratitude List

I am grateful my curiosity has not gone this far. And this is the day to give thanks… in America. My first American Thanksgiving involved a vegan feast of epic proportions and the seitan induced bloat lasted the entire four day weekend. That was sixteen years ago and I still Read more

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