take a walk on the zen side

The day just won’t start. Like a cold engine on an early winter morning. The sky is grey and lacks brightness. That is a light lie. Winter mornings can be blindingly bright. The cruel sparkle of frost and ice flash a warning to proceed with care. Everything is on display Read more

By justk, ago

Everything is going to be fine

The first thing I notice is her eyes are still a little puffy.  She looks exotic like she’s got mixed race blood.  No one else would notice unless you knew they only look chinese-y when they’re swollen.   Then I notice she’s still wearing ht e coated paper ID band Read more

By justk, ago

“my older sister buys my clothes”

Erica doesn’t much care about what she wears as long as it doesn’t itch.  Her sister tired of her wearing the same black stretch pants and men’s sweaters, so she became her personal shopper.  Meaghan has good “fashion sense” and calls herself a “fashionista”.  Erica thinks the terms sound asinine Read more

By justk, ago

tripping

It’s a trip. It’s a gas. It’s a revelation. I’m halfway through my solo road trip across the country.  It’s a banquet of experiences and I’m gorging myself silly.  There’s much to digest but too much to share at my quick nightly stops.  There are multiple stories happening every day, Read more

By justk, ago

my voice

So many voices. So many voices inside my head that when I was ten I worried I’d inherited the crazy gene.  I had heard the stories about the crazy aunt in Jamaica.  I had my own memories of her, so faded I had to squint to remember but the craziness was Read more

By justk, ago

no hurry, no worry

I’m always worried.  I worry about all sorts of things from personal finances to the global economic crisis; from my health to the impending doom of the planet’s destruction.  I’m trying to cure myself of this habit but I’m genetically inclined.  My mother was a worrier and her mother before Read more

By justk, ago