It happened again, that’s all I can say. I had the best intentions. I know it meant a lot to you that I show up but there was just so much pressure… Hmm? I did? I didn’t mean to undercut the apology… No you didn’t put the pressure on me, I mean the pressure for you to have this thing be… you know, the event of graduation.
Please don’t start that. I get it. You’re the first one in the family. It’s hard being the little brown boy with the heavy name but you did it… No I don’t take it for granted, I’m so proud of you… You haven’t even asked if I’m okay.
Yes. I am. At least this time the one that took over wasn’t the sad one. No cutting. No marks. It’s weird I was out for three days, it’s never been that long before. I wish they all made notes in the journal, it’d be helpful for Dr. Barrie… Of course I want to know too, but I’m terrified too y’know. Hoping I might discover hidden talents or superpowers but what if all I find are all the ways I can be an asshole…
Aw, ‘zeus, you’re the best. I forgot about the baking.
8 min in bed 4.1.13;
inspiration: a quote from Parkdale, TO
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