change fear

I’ve changed my mind six times about today’s post.  The topic is was change.  Ironic?  Moronic?  Maybe.  Things are changing all the time.  Why are we resistant to some changes more than other? Kei’s little theory for today: All resistance to change is connected to fear of the unknown, and the Read more

By justk, ago

cause, I’m no longer speaking with you

Let’s Pretend This Never Happened by Jenny Lawson 7 min @ Crafted “Never ever!  Never not no more!” He puffed out his little chest, a mini barrel version of his father’s.  The small soft feet slapped on the linoleum, the pudgy hands clenched tight as his eyes, but his mouth was Read more

By justk, ago

raise my glass

It took a long time to wake up this morning which is a drag because I got up early.  Even a brisk walk with the dog couldn’t clear my head.  Even while getting through the day’s tasks,  I’ve been chewing on the same cud of a question all morning. “is Read more

By justk, ago

So. I’ve been dying to ask you

Perfect Pie by Judith Thompson 8 min @ the kitchen table, TO There isn’t much circulation in her legs. The knee highs are cutting into the soft flesh and her dress pants are tight across her hips. Stacey wants to get up and stretch but her mother’s grasp is surprisingly Read more

By justk, ago

Susie’s birth, and first years

The Sense of an Ending by Julian Barnes 8 min on the Ossington 63 Bus (northbound) There was no sleep.  Everyone tells you that. “Get your rest now”.  As if you can draw from these squirreled away rations later.  Little kernels of rest waiting to be cracked open.  In Case of Read more

By justk, ago

love? need? spring clean!

Garbage.  All I’ve been thinking about all week is garbage.  I just can’t stop thinking about it. ~ sex, lies, and videotape  (1989) When I think about garbage, I think about clutter.  Clutter makes me crazy.  It’s beyond a sensitivity to it, I have a full-blown allergic reaction – paralytic wooziness. Read more

By justk, ago